Lost in the Shadow of Victory

Every night I find myself back at that same hopeless battlefield, desperately trying to overcome an enemy I know I can’t win against.
The more I push, the more insurmountable they seem.
It’s like a loop—failure feels like my only wake-up call.
These dreams leave me exhausted and questioning if I’m fighting the wrong battle in real life too.
Sometimes, all I want is to wake up from this never-ending fight and find peace instead of this relentless struggle.